This afternoon, my external hard drive felt on the ground and has given back his soul to the God of computering. There was a large amount of data on it, and most of the MP3 for this blog. Another hit on the head after the upload problem of last week. I don't know if I'll have the courage and motivation to go on. There was also all I had written for ages on it. I know it's being a stupid asshole not to save all on 2 different supports. But it's like I am attracted by the thrill of the risk to lose it all. Well done. I lost it all. I feel like my past is dead. A mix of sorrow, anguish and dysphoria. The image above shows how I feel these days. And particularily tonight of course. Since I got no rope with me, the only thing to do is to sleep I suppose. Stay in line, maybe there'll be more, who knows.